January 10, 2009

One of those days.

what's next?, originally uploaded by kaliji.

There is so much going on in this spread.
Where will I go next? And when?
When will our life together truly begin?
Can I cut it at a small liberal arts college when I still haven't been able to use my voice outside of the realm of art?
Will I be able to hold on to my art? 
When I really take the time to think on it, I find myself more afraid than excited at all the possibilities before me. There are simply too many. Too many things I want to do. Too many things I could do. How do I start making choices that are not based on fear? Just do it i guess. A succinct slogan for a towering thought process capable of dwarfing what should be an exhilarating time. 
And just do more art! Art journals are so amazing. 

1 comment:

susanna said...

Ohhh, I've felt the same way, especially when it came to college and then immediately afterwards, when I was starting a career. Having many choices can be overwhelming. You are absolutely right, though. Just do it! Try different art mediums, different techniques, experiment! Maybe you'll find yourself all over the place with your artwork but then eventually, if keep your passion for art alive, you'll find where you should be. (I also think trying different things and taking different paths throughout our lives makes Life interesting).